Ketika sedih dan sadar betul bahwa aku tak memiliki orang lain untuk dijadikan tempat menangis, aku akan nonton film. Hal ini yang akhirnya bisa menjawab pertanyaan orang padaku, "Mengapa kamu menonton Notting Hill lebih dari tigapuluh kali dan ngga pernah merasa bosan ?"

Oh, aku juga senang mendengarkan sebuah lagu dan ikut menyanyikannya dengan airmata yang berlinang tanpa kusadari.

Lirik lengkap lagu itu adalah :

that I would be good even if i did nothing
that I would be good even if i got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that i would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that i would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that i would be great if I was no longer queen
that i would be grand if i was not all knowing

that i would be loved even when i numb myself
that i would be good even when i am overwhelmed
that i would be loved even when i was fuming
that i would be good even if i was clingy

that i would be good even if i lost sanity
that i would be good
......

Sebenarnya lagu itu belum lengkap, aku takut menyanyikan bagian yang hilang itu.
Ada yang bisa membantuku melengkapinya ?